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Sunday, May 22, 2011

Wow its been a while Im sorry

Hi everyone boy has it been a while since I last posted, I have had a lot going on that has had me in a tough place and having a hard time, as some may know I have two boys both with seperate medical issues as well as mental, well about 3-4 weeks ago I was beaten up by my 13 year old son who has many problems ADHD,Bipolar,OCD,ODD,Audio processing disorder, and is mildly mentally retarded, well he decided he would beat up on me and well I had had enough so I finally found him a group home to put him in for the time being so that they can work on his behaviors and his anger issues because I cant seem to get him to understand, he has been suspended many times out of school as well as in school suspention and now as he is at the group home he has now showed them how angry he can get he has been very verbally abusive to the staff and he also punched the wall so I now have to pay for the repairs, he has also smeared toothpaste on his walls as well, I want to be optimistic about them helping him learn to deal with his anger and work on his behaviors but I dont think that is going to happen, I dont have a lot of support here in NC because Im not orig from here Im from NH and that is where all my family and friends are so it is really comming down on me hard, my little guy hes almost 5 has been sick off and on for the past month because of him having the cleft lip and palate he is septable to all the colds and stuff out there because his amune system is so low so he has been home off and on for a month now and then just this past weekend we were broken into, it seems that I cant get a break here latley I know I am going on and on but I feel that people should know and maybe there are others out there that feel my pain as well and can understand, I try my best to get cards made and other things but its so hard with everything going on I try to use making cards and other things as a way to wind down and yet it doesnt help well I guess I have done enough babbling I do have some pics that I will be posting that stuff I have almost or have finished so I will be posting soon those I hope that things will look up Im trying to be positive but its not really working thanks for reading.

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